Nervous

Wow, I can't believe I did this. It may not be a big deal to anybody else but I am not even sure what my purpose is for this. Perhaps one thing that comes to mind is to do some journal writing about life, motherhood and challenges. Just regular stuff. I have been "hearing" a voice that possibly wants to come out to express myself, maybe I will do that. I recently have found myself puzzled by some decisions and choices I have made and need to make, about Christianity, my gifts, parenting, job decisions, etc.